Spiritual Growth

I received a call that my mother had been ill for the past few days. I cried out and pleaded to the Lord for healing. it dawned on my spirit that we have not been the one familly that we should be together with my young brothers and our sister. I realised that I need to put in more effort to work more closely than ever before. we are not at loggerheads but its just that the relations are lukewarm
I prayed to the Lord for forgiveness and for him to allow my mother to see the joy of this life; to see the fruits of her labour before she is take away. I have lived a life of pain in poverty all these years and i wish to turnaround with the help of the Lord. I wish also for spiritual growth for my immediate familly, my father's family and my father-in-law's family. I saw this strongly in my prayer last night when I was in tears about our situation.
Surely the one who sits on the highest throne is on my side as evidenced by the fact that he has supported me since I was young